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November 2010
1 post
wow...
time is going by too fast. how can you stop the world from moving to get a little more time.
April 2010
3 posts
so this is what you do when your bonfire gets...
-you sit on top of your dads car that you drove without your license and play guitar while singing 15 at the top of your lungs with your best friend.
-you become totally surprised whent he last person you expected to pull up…well…pulls up right next to you in all his glory and look like a complete idiot.
-you then drive home at 5 miles under every speed limit so as not to get pulled...
earthquake......
get ready, the big ones comin soon.
interesting day
im starting to see things a little differently. hoping i can make things right with the people ive missed for so long. i dont want to have to worry about stupid petty things like this anymore.
but im glad im starting to see good in people more(:
and owmy finger really hurts cus i jammed it at powderpuff!/:
March 2010
3 posts
i want to feel...
complete.
but how can i feel that way when every piece of me is broken?
what do you do
when all resolve has fallen apart. when your final attempt to fix something falls through. when you realize that maybe the thing you want to work the most, can never work at all. i feel so lost right now. i feel so lost all the time. i was hoping today would fix things, that me and my best friend would be okay again and begin a new route as friends, but i feel like all we’ve done is...
outer darkness
its where i feel like ive been for the past few months. so much has happened so quickly im not sure how to wrap my head around it. and i probably cant remember half of it. so im going to try and get better at writing in my diary and writing here, so then i can look back and remember all the things that have happened.
November 2009
1 post
NEW MOON!
is the best movie i have seen in my entire life.
so much better tham twilight, the whole dynamic of it was amazing, the actors have gotten so much better. it was truly a stunning movie. I LOVE CHRIS WIETZ!
i will be seeing this movie at least 10 times in theatres. So worth the 8 hour wait in like to see the premiere.
twihard since ‘06<3
October 2009
4 posts
starlight, starbright,
please pleeeaseeee PLEASEEEEEEEE let me get taylor swift concert tickets tomorrow before they sell out!!!!
11:11- i wish for taylor swift tickets.
genie i have my three wishes
1. TAYLOR
2. SWIFT
3. Ticketsssssssss!!!!!!!
if you cant tell, i reallllllllllllllly want these tickets.
please pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
...
YO-HO YO-HO
a pirates life for me!
i love pirates(:
Homecoming dance is tomorrow. amd ga,e is tonight. Reallllly excited to see who wins queen, even more excited to see alumni friends shannon conmy and jessica bragg(who is giving away her crown ttonight/:, but will look stunning), and even more excited than that to see my man play some football….even though hes going to the dance with some other girl....
30 days,
2 hours, 32 minutes and 15 seconds until i see
NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who else is stoked for me?!?!
it also will be the day that ends my one whole year of bad luck. itsgunna be the best day ever.
and me and broady are so getting shirts! look for us at the spectrum, in 30 days, 2 hours, 30 minutes and 50 seconds(:
pressure.
its everywhere. pushing down on you from every possible angle. forcing you to crack. making you hurt every day, like you’ve gone through a battle, and lost. i hate pressure. sometimes i do well under it. at least i thought i did. until i look back on my life from a year ago. Every time i thought i could do something, i failed, and why? because i was pressured into doing it. Whether it was...
September 2009
6 posts
watching...
a walk to remember. its such a sad movie, but its so cute(:
i wish that one day ill end up with someone half as good as landon. someone who changed for the person he loved. and loved her with all his heart no matter what everyone else thought, until the day she died, and he loved her every day after that.
if only……the people in this world were like that.
but we all give up when...
CHARGERMANIAAA
tonight!!!
im so excited for our first gym dance this year.
but kinda scared to go. hahaha. i haven’t been to one since last chargermania.
is it possible to forget how to freak dance?? haha.
NEW MOON TRAILER!!
tonight on the MTV VMA’s.
i’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited you have no idea!
the volturi, more jacob, bella cliff diving and edward next to her underwater. its gunna be awesome!!!! counting down the minutes until it premieres and wishing every day that i’ll be a million times bette then twilight was!
anyways. sorry i havn’t been writing. busy busy busy. and its...
August 2009
3 posts
dear friend,
since when are you the type of person who is hypocritical, parties, drinks, sneaks out, lies, and has no regard for other peoples feelings or dreams but your own. i miss the you that was so caring and put together, a good girl, a respectable person, and someone i aspired to be. sometimes i wish that you would just stop talking to me so i wouldn’t have to pretend to be your friend anymore....
last night....
two words…..
CRA-ZY!!
but it was so much fun(:
“You could have had anything else in the world, and you asked for me.”
...”
– -jace wayland and clary fray, city of glass
being a hopeless romantic, i cried when i read this the first time i read the book, and the second, and today for the third time(: haha. it’s just so cute.
July 2009
6 posts
motorcycles and italy(:
so i jus watched the new moon clips that were unvieled at comic con yesterday. i was super stoked to see them.
the first one was bella riding the motorcycle with jacob for the first time, and to tell you the truth, i’m a little disappointed that they didn’t put the lines in the book into the movie, because i personally love when edward’s voice comes into bella’s head...
summer lovin'
so i just found out that my friend got tickets for the fray concert i really wanted to go to! i’m so stoked(: this week has been amazing. i love summer 2009(:
backstabbers.
so, you ready to find out yet another of my pet peeves….backstabbers. it’s so annoying.
here’s my story….i tell my best friend i think i like this guy that she had a relationship with for like, i’d say, 2 days, earlier this year. she was supposedly over him a really long time. but the truth is i’d liked him the whole year…and just put on a good face for...
June 2009
5 posts
bitter sweet.
so yet again we find ourselves at the end of another eventful year. There have been many good times, awesome memories, and great friends made. There has been pain and sorrow, and downright just horrible days. But when you look back on it, its just lessons learned that have amounted to the people we are becoming as we grow up.
as my sophomore year closes, i find myself a little upset with how the...
spaghetti and cigars.
things seem to be shaping up right now, which is amazing, i know(: it makes me really happy, and i’ve noticed that people make their lives harder than they need to be. like, if someone has a bad day, they make it seem like it was worse than it really was. when all they really need to do is fume for a little bit, and then blow it off. i know some things take time, but if you’re always...
May 2009
22 posts
one of THOSE days.
so today was basically the……5th worst day of my life. no, i’d have to say it was worse than the time that i got a 1.7 on my report card, so make that the 4th worst day of my life. so, to start off small, i woke up late and had 20 minutes to be ready and out the door. then, i had to walk to school, at 6:10 in the morning. so by the time i got to school i looked like crap, and had...
“The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are...”
– M. scott peck
all srmcalbed up...
does anyone ever feel like that? all scrambled up. because i feel like i have no idea where i’m going right now. so i thought i’d be making varsity volleyball this year…wrong. so now i don’t even know if i want to play. the guy i like still is in the same position. i want to hang out with him, but i feel like that would be really awkward. but he’s sooo….amazing....
lalala.
just got back from my friend Ashley’s house, where we were picking out songs we’re going to sing fr choralistics tryouts, which are this week. i’m totally nervous, not only for me, but for her and my friend rachel. i really want them to make it with me(:
other than that, nothing really exciting happened today. just church, and tht’s been really boring.
oh yeah. last...
just beachy.
so today was a pretty nice day. i got up early, which is always nice. i hate sleeping in because it makes me feel like the day is going on without me. anyways, i took a shower. then headed to the beach with some of my friends. we took the bus, which is always fun. the only thing that sucked was the at main beach laguna it was overcast. anyways, we explored the tide pools, which was cool. and we...